Trevor turned one this week and I nursed him for the last time this morning. I know not every mom is able to breastfeed but it was important to me and I'm grateful that I could do it.
Weaning has definitely been harder for me than for Trevor. He enjoys nursing but now he's so busy that he just wants milk from any source then he's ready to go and play. At first I liked the convenience of feeding with a bottle once or twice a day. But when I had to move on to using a bottle the majority of the time, that's when I struggled.
I'll admit I'm selfish and I love the time I got to spend with him and that he was dependent on me. You just can't beat those eyes looking up at you as they are so content while you hold them.
I knew I would eventually stop feeding him but I couldn't bring myself to take that last step. Then as his birthday came closer I suddenly felt better about it. I had planned on nursing Trevor for a year and I think having that in mind helped me.
I'm not sure how these next few days will go. Trevor is happy and I'm grateful to be a mom.
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I wish breastfeeding would be as pleasant for me... never anticipated it being a NIGHTMARE! I wish I could stop, but I really don't want to use formula. Allie has been screaming lately (absolutely refusing) when I try to feed her, so I've had to give her bottles of expressed milk. I have pretty much given up on actually nursing her.
I know what you mean! It was so hard for me to give up that time with Brynlie too. I guess I felt like once I quit nursing her that she didn't need me anymore or something! I just weaned her really slowly and it was much easier. It is nice not to have to worry about it and just give them a cup when you are on the go! Good luck!
For something that started out so dang hard it sure ends up really nice. I enjoyed nursing too! Although i only did it for 7 months. Believe it or not after a couple of months its hard to believe that you ever actually did it and all. then the new found freedom! Its tough moving on...us moms get so hooked on things huh?! The B day party looked fun,and trevor is as cute as ever!
I know how you feel. It has always been hard for me to stop nursing my children. I know it's coming soon for Michael but I don't like to think about it! Looks like he had a fun birthday! Sherri
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